Smiling From The Inside

It's quite challenging to communicate
this soul that is me and my hand that writes.
They look to be gliding along so effortlessly.

But inside my conciousness feels what is truth
My mind knows what is thought

Who I am gets lost in translation.
Ink cannot expose me
and only thoughts can judge me.

Mother nature recognizes my being
and she knows my ball of light is calm
So we speak through our feelings
as she loosely tangles her windy fingers upon my hair

My gasps of air are long and fulfilling,
exchanging peace with rays of sun
Hearing the musical dance between daffodils
expands my heart with grattitude.

My light inside laughs delicately,
enough to fill my chest with joy
This body of mine cannot keep up,
excitement like this is rare

As my pupils grow large
my soul escapes to dance among the wind and grass.
I realize how aesthetic this being is:
who can be one with life
and float among Heaven on earth.

Married to God

You have made a mockery of this world.
A world we were to be married in: to experience one another.
But dark veils cast a comfortable bed around the waters of emotion where you swim among the sharks rather than the dolphins.
Can you even see the sun or feel its warmth from under the pressure and the static sounds that your mind has lured you into?
Some seek the false sun, which wraps its vines around their necks, so no truth is unveiled.
You say you want peace, yet you ralley and yell; speak words of stone and syllables cold as the walls holding up the colosseum.
You cannot intervene in choices, for that is why we came here: so you can be the candle in the sun and know the truth that you too are God.
I know the type-ones who speak, yet do not act. They keep a drug of choice, which grows beneath their beds, while the television fades with screams of troubled spirits fogging up the screen.
You claim those "righteous" ones to be effective, but what are they rising up to? A new way to reach higher into the false illusion of bliss?
If you just remembered the place of perfection, the place of the absolute, whence you came, then drugs would become forgotten; you and God would be married. That love would live inside and grow to be your family, your lover, your friend, the source you live for and live from. You can be fulfilled in every moment of now.

Go for it, and leave behind the static, put down your walls around yourself and just love. Then the walls between conflicts will fall like gravel to pave the way in the warmth of our oneness.

The Light of God

I believe there is a light of perfection emanating from the body where the body’s center of gravity is located. Gravity has been hypothesized, why can’t this light I speak of be? The light of perfection connects us to all beings because it is God, which is the life force that moves us day to day through life. The idea of Theistic Evolution or Intelligent Design could be a possibility for the basis of creation. God, or the creator, I believe is pure energy that reflects from living things, and this energy has evolved higher and higher through the ages, just like all living things. I believe our energy, or the light of God inside us, has collectively created what came to be today.
While human consciousness evolves, so does their light of perfection, which reflects back to the main source of “God” energy that furthers the life process. Science and religion don’t hold hands because science, like the idea of Theistic Evolution, studies the creator's creations, and religion was made by humans. Strange, huh? But no scientist can capture the life force that drives humans to follow their chosen paths or love passionately. This love is the light of perfection inside us, which is unconditional love because “God” energy is forgiving and only moves forward, like the evolution of life. The wind and gravity cannot be seen, but we know it’s there. This energy inside us can be magnified through different types of meditation.
When someone sits quietly by themselves they can enter into the center of their being and reconnect with the core of life. Meditation balances the physical and the unseen (“God” energy in one’s body), like the battle between science and religion, which helps them to evolve into higher consciousness. I believe that physical is the illusion and thought and energy exist as the truth. Truth can naturally be felt by humans in the gut when something feels wrong, or someone has hurt them, which is felt in the body’s center. The light of perfection in the body’s center knows only pureness and love. So when life brings pain, your God light, or “higher self”, knows that something is wrong because humans are meant to live positively and love unconditionally with no boundaries. This energy of your “higher self” has an abundance of love, so humans do not put restrictions on who to love, or they will miss out and not evolve consciously, like we’re supposed to. When one is balanced inside and connected to life through their higher self, they move through life easier with more grace, like the long process of the earth’s evolution. Humans are still evolving, so why hit the brick wall at the end of the road and stick to one religious belief, when ALL humans have the ability to grow from the inside through exploring and reflecting life with mediation.
Maybe all humans, billions of years ago, derived from the same energy source that created the first single-celled organisms. Humans may not have developed for some time after that, but the energy source had to grow before we were created, which is why humans should practice “evolving” their consciousness within themselves even today to reflect a better world. Whatever energy humans send out to the world, it all comes back full circle. For example, the first humans were from Africa with dark skin, and in many years humans may come full circle and return to having dark skin. Everyone is connected to God and possesses the same potential to be greater than they already are. Take a look sometime at the rays coming through the cracks of a wooden fence, and then look through to the other side. What do you see? You see only one source that created all those beautiful rays. The source of God inside us is evolving, like a rubber band ball, because conscious thoughts lead to growth and new ideas about life. This lifetime is only a drop in the bucket of who we really are inside. As seen in science, humans have come a long way physically and psychologically. The light and energy of God inside us also continues to evolve, which expands further outward while emanating brighter and brighter, and human consciousness rises. The consciousness flows and reflects to continue to create the natural processes of life.

Beating My Heart

I love you more than life.
For I look upon the night sky as a life with you, encompassed in an array of ever-lasting light as a star together.
Trapped with me in the abyss of golden light looking onto the lives of others, my heart would be still with yours.
The look in your eyes emanates a love so powerful that engulfs my spirit to plant a seed in my heart which could grow a rose that blooms the life I once missed.
I would no longer desire the essence or sight of a flower for the petals of love inside would be more beautiful.